hmm, i was driving bac from town and i saw this girl on a bike..
den i was thinkin to myself..
shud i get a vespa?? or shud i get honda repsol??
u know i alwaes wanted a repsol coz its damn sleek and nice..
but den, its quite act cool..
and i dun think i'm that cool to carry it off.. so maybe not..
but den again, a vespa's sumthg cute and retro...
and i dun think i'm that cutesie banana or retro to carry it off either..
so how?? wad shud i get??

okae, just ignore that para above..
its not as if i'm ever gonna get a bike..
you know my dad wanted to give my march to my bro as weddin gift..
but after he heard that i'll get a bike after the march..
he decided to keep the car for me..
and even thot of extendin the coe.. haii

so anywae, i was pretty pleased with myself yest..
for gettin a good deal for the thai trip and finally being able to ditch my st nicks frens..
yupp.. but candice called me..
and that left me feelin really guilty..
you know this sucks..

i really do treasure my frenship with my st nicks frens..
but i think i'm the only one left that actually cares bout this at all..
yar, i know everyone graduates, gets into new sch and make new frens..
so do i.. but that doesnt mean i dun care bout my frens from sec sch anymore..
however, i feel that my st nicks frens have decided that their new frens mean more now..
and i guess i'll have to move on and not be affected by that...

you know.. its just sad that you're the one makin all the effort all the time..
callin for bdae parties.. callin for meetin up & chillin out sessions..
but the response is alwaes bad.. no one cares to make time to meet..
sum of them dun even bother to return calls or even reply a bloody msg...
this is so bloody depressin..
why do i even care in the first place??

yar, anywae.. this was wad happened to the thai trip we planned..
years bac.. we alwaes said we wanted to go to thai for a holidae together..
we planned this years after years..
we dint go in sec sch coz we were too young..
dint go in jc coz everyone was busy studyin..
we dint get to go after the As.. coz everyone was workin..
and now.. when candice and i decided to plan it again..
check out with travel agency.. call everyone.. email them..
no one bloody hell replied.. its so damn disappointin..
so i decided to ditch them for the ghim moh girls..
but how?? now, i feel really damn bad for ditchin candice..
i think she feels the same wae bout the group too..
and i guess the only reason why she's doin this.. coz she thot i was in it with her..
haii.. this sucks.. big big time..

anywae, i'm glad i have the ghim moh girls..
hope this never happens to us... not ever.. never!!
coz you guys mean damn a lot to me :)

haiyo.. i think its the chinese music thats makin me depressed..
been listenin to it a lot lately..
and its makin me miss my sec sch.. makin me miss all the frens that were with me..
i miss tammy.. i miss chong jin.. i miss lifeng.. i miss cynthia.. i miss yuting
and gerald too.. thanks :)

okae, the depressed girl's gonna take a nap now..
meetin the ghim moh girls later :)