so sian and sad..
i dunno why i'm feelin like this...
maybe its my bloody thing.. all the stupid hormones..
maybe its exam stress.. coz i cant help feelin that i cant finish studyin in time..
or maybe its becoz of everything's thats happenin lately..

i just feel that its really quite saddening..
when you really care for a fren so much..
and treasure her frenship so much..
only to find out that all this is one-sided..
and not only that.. she turns around and give you shit in return..
why?
just becoz of a small misunderstanding..
and worst off, she doesnt even wanna give you a chance to explain..
when the faults doesnt even lie with you/her in the first place !!

i dunno man..
its just a misunderstandin...
why make things so bad??
it just feels damn sai lah..

i'm glad that when this happened to me sometime back..
i had char and the ghim moh girls who stood by me..
and supported me all the wae..
so thankful that i've gotten over that horrible episode..
and i hope it wont happen again next time..
or at least, i'll try my best not to let it happen..

here's to char and the ghim moh girls..
weng, xuel, mimi, diana, kristal, michfoo and amelia..
thanks for being such wonderful frens !!
i love you !!! muacks :)