argh..
i think i really need to play mahjong !!
i need mahjong therapy..

dunno why.. but i'm feelin down :(
its stress !!!
maybe it was the CAs..
but i think its coz of badminton...
all the ivp, ihg stuff..
its driving me mad !!

last year's ivp team was not as close as this year's..
but it was definitely not as competitive and political as this year's..
i still dun understand why some pple must bring ihg into ivp..
ihg is just a game..
why get so competitive and uphappy??
it was never like that in ivp..

haii, its so screwed up :(