i keep wanting to blog bout my trip to turkey & greece...
but everytime i come to this blogger page..
i'll think of melyi's blog..
and i'll think bout her entry bout lena..
and i'll feel so sad..

i dunno why also..
i wasnt very close to her in sec school or uni..
she was my senior in atheletics.. in primary school..
toon, rongs, laurene and i would alwaes go disturb lena and jiesi..
i rem trainin with our coach, mr nike..
and eatin bamboos literally.. and drinkin ice milo !!

and i rem that it was lena who made me scared of dogs..
she would invite us to her house after atheletics trainin..
and she'll let us play with her new toys or stuffs..
there was this bouncy thingie !!
really fun but i sucked at it..
den there was once, i tried playin with her dog..
and it almost bit off my finger !!
so scary.. from den on, i was scared of dogs..

in sec school.. we all joined different ccas..
toon and jiesi stayed in track... rongs and laurene in basketball..
lena in gym and i in badminton..
but i dunno why, i still alwaes looked up to her..
she was great in everything she did..
she was great in track.. and when she was in gym.. super !!

in uni, i hardly spoke to her..
but we often bump into each other in the med library..
she's alwaes there studyin with her boyfren..
and its so scary..
i mean, just a few weeks ago..
we bumped into each other in the library and exchanged greetin..
and now, she's gone forever..
its so scary :( really !!
and sadness, i dint even get to attend her wake or something..

dunno why.. but suddenly.. everything seems so sad..
you know, lena's accident.. den char's dad kena stroke..
and violet's incident.. and all other small stuffs..
haii, dunno why all the bad things must happen at the same time..
so sian and saddening :(
sucks :(
boohoo :(

okae, bye.