oh anywae, as i was sayin..
shud i change my name??

see, i have a few aunties in malaysia..
they went to some book shop and bought some books..
its this 2 books that analyses your chinese name..
together with your birth year..
and even together with the 12chinese animals..

so anywae, my aunties checked up their own names..
and apparently.. ALL of them found it very very accurate !!
ie: for one of my aunts..
the books stated that she could be very successfully in her career..
earn a lot of money.. and be very well repected at her work place..
but her love life sucks !! her husband will leave her.. etc
basically, it said that her love life would be shitty..
and that she was destined to be lonely and sad..
and yar, there's her current situation now..

so everyone got excited and checked up their name...
and guess wad??

apparently, the names my parents gave us..
my brother, my sister and i.. are very lousy !!
my bro's is worst.. followed by my sis'.. den mine..

see, for my bro..
it stated that his would live his life in poor health..
he'll be unlucky in love, never being able to find happiness in a relationships..
and that he would not be successful in his career..
and my bro found it very true..
yupp, he's alwaes fallin sick.. cold, sinus, etc..
and den, he's not doin very well in the love department either..
so he decided that he really need a change of name !!
and so, he found himself a new name..

and my sister..
it stated that she'll be ok in health, work and money..
only problem is that she'll be lonely and sad in the future..
as my sister never had a bf in her life before..
she is very worried that she might end up like my aunty..
sad, lonely and no love..
so she's changing her name too..

and for me..
the description for my name was exactly like my aunty..
i'll be able to do well at work.. have good health..
but i'll have no love in my life.. and i'll die a lonely and sad shit..
so very bad hor??
plus, the description said that it would be worst if i'm a girl..

den my sister compared me to the MC Guo Liang..
we have the exact same chinese name..
and she pointed out to me that he's still single..
i think he's already 30+.. maybe even 40..
so scary..

so how? shud i change my name?
and yes, i am quite superstitious..
but the only thing is that... i really do like my name..
and i feel, it would be a pity..
so how?
risk it and end up a sad, lonely lady?
or change name?
to something that i dun like but live a happy partnered life?

you know..
stupid people do stupid things..

sad people occassionally do stupid things too..

and its worst if that sad and stupid person..
has her bloody period too..

i just realised something..
something i did wrong.

and i'm really sorry bout it..
i really dint mean it.
i'm so sorry for everything.

<3, KerlyBob! @ 12:38 am |

Friday, September 29, 2006

you know, i do it so often..
that my eyes are used to it now..
i dun get puffy eyeballs anymore..
i just get tired, oxygen-deprived eyeballs at the end of the day..
and best thing..
i can go for trainin.. talk to everyone..
without anyone knowing wad happened before that !!
hohoho..
i'm such a goodie gumdrop girl :)

or maybe they're just like darren..
pretend to not notice..
hahahha.. wadeva !

anywae, todae's trainin was very good !!
except for the fact that my favourite racket string died on me halfwae thru..
and that my spare racket's grip is like crap..
coz the guys kept using it.. until damn smelly and worn out..
and that i just got my bloody thing..
and my leg got cut and bled.. by my lousy spare racket..
and my shoes gave me blisters.. which it usually dun..
so can you imagine??
horrid horrid !!

but anywae.. i havent had such good trainin in the longest while..
i miss trainin in st nicks..
when we had so much fun thou we get tortured by mr hamid..
every sat was physical dae !!
we start off with 90mins of footwork..
den 90mins of weights in the fitness gym..
and den 45mins of running non-stop on the track..

yupp, those were the daes..
peak of my fitness.. my peak at badminton..
now, i'm just fat, flabby, lazy buttock !!

yupp, and the best thing of SNBT
SNBT = st nicks badminton team..
is our team spirit !!
i think it was the only school badminton team i really felt damn attached to..
i really looked forward to every trainin/torture sessions..
coz i really love hangin out with my teammates.. and everything !!
i miss our mahjong sessions at fiona's house..
i miss eat ice kachang and sting ray at ave4 market !!
and all our silly bbq parties with vanessa!!!
oh, fun-ness is all i can rem !!!

oh anywae, shud i change my name?
oh, i shud blog bout my dilemma tom !!!
must write letter to dehan now !!
hohohoho :)

<3, KerlyBob! @ 11:11 pm |

Thursday, September 28, 2006

The Forbidden City, Portrait Of The Empress i went to watch that show last night..
not bad i guess.. i found it a little too draggy towards the end..
but good show anywae.. worth the money
coz i love plays !

we were talking bout haircuts yest..
and i told dehan that..
if i ever cut a damn damn ugly hairstyle next time..
no matter wad, no matter how ugly..
please dun tell me it sucks.. that its damn ugly.. etc
just bluff me, just say anything positive...
so that i'll feel good bout my new hair..
coz if you tell me its ugly..
there's nothing i can do.. but to feel sad and ugly :(

<3, KerlyBob! @ 12:23 pm |

Monday, September 25, 2006

this is taken from dr charles's blog...
coz i thot this is absolutely cute :)

this is how a normal butterfly needle looks like ! its a 23G vacutainer !!
say butterfly needle to any hospital stuffs..
and they'll show you this !!

according to dr charles's blog..
The needle is one of the most feared intruments in medicine.
While some people have no problem with blood draws,
others suffer from phobic avoidance..
or fainting spells at the mere thought of being jabbed.
Children often become hysterical at the first mention of needles,
while some adults will avoid the doctor's office altogether.

A new study out of the University of New Mexico showed that..
if needles are decorated, they produce less traumatizing effects.

Such decorations likely interfere with an established link..
between visual recognition of a perceived threat..
and the subsequent emotional response to that threat, the study suggested.
Needles, syringes and IV bags decorated with musical notes, flowers,
and smiley faces were highly favored by patients, the researchers said

The decorative needles were found specifically..
to reduce needle aversion in patients by 68%, fear by 53% and anxiety by 53%.

so good hor??
so this is how a decorated butterfly needle would look like..
so pretty and cute hor..

and i think..
if singapore was to import such needles..
i'm sure, Alexander Hospital would definitely be the first !!
the first hospital to use such cutesie and fun needles..
i cant wait !!!
i wanna work in Alexander Hospital next time !!

<3, KerlyBob! @ 7:58 pm |

Sunday, September 24, 2006

this entry is gonna be boring..
coz its gonna be bout mr cream..
i stayed home to study yest..
but i ended up spendin my whole dae cleanin him..
now, he's is shiny.. and looks as good as new :)

on fridae, i went to ban hoe motor shop..
and bought new accessories for him !!

look, i changed the jump-start pedal.. from a black one to a red one..
heehee, to match mr cream's red lines..

and also, i brought him a new petrol cap.. now this is all new and shiny..
beautiful :)
look at this ugly old one..

and the tyre thingie..
yupp, i changed it to a new shiny one.. the old one was too scratched and non-shiny..

and his light !! his bulb burst so i had to fixed a new one on.. also, there was a rim of grey rubber between the glass and the metal rim..
that rubber died on me..
and coz of that.. it was super noisy whenever i rode..
so i went to get silicon sealant to seal up that gap !!

and last, but not least..
i polished mr cream with autosol !!! hohohohoh..
autosol is a super duper metal polisher !!! how come i only got to know bout it now??
wad a waste !!

look at my mirror, it was all rusty and blur last time.. now, it looks as good as new !!

and its so easy to clean with autosol..
just put some on the cloth, and den rub the rusty areas..
and all the rust comes off !!

look !! all my metal parts are as shiny as can be !! oh lovely birds in the sky :)

and yest, kerm bought me an ice cream keychain.. dunno where she got it from thou.. very cute !!
i wanted to hang it on mr cream..
but i think someone would steal it..

how? where shud i put it?

<3, KerlyBob! @ 12:34 pm |

Sunday, September 17, 2006

i've decided to take a break..

stop bloggin bout crappy feelings..
and jump-start my life all over again..

shall study awfully hard and become a full-time nerd.
really need to buck up in my studies..
train hard and be as best a player as can be !

i think its a good idea..
coz i think i'm gettin too boring and depressin for my own good.
see you soon ! wish me luck ok?
thank you darlings :)

but i´m not crazy..
i´m just a little unwell..
i know right now you can't tell..
but stay a while and maybe then you´ll see the different side of me.
i´m not crazy.. i´m just a little impaired..
i know right now you don´t care but soon enough you're gonna think of me..
and how i used to be.. me..

<3, KerlyBob! @ 11:06 am

Saturday, September 16, 2006

hmm, plan A dint work..
so now, use plan B !!

actions speak louder than words..
so stop talking, and just do !!
if you're sincerely bout it..
i'll naturally be able to see it !!

kerly GO GO !!
you can do it !!
i know you can :)

<3, KerlyBob! @ 1:58 am |

Thursday, September 14, 2006

not a bad dae todae :)
a few weird things happened todae..
thats why..

firstly, my tyre went flat todae..
and it was funny..
coz i was givin dehan a lift..
den mr cream became very wobbly..
den i thot it was dehan shiftin his backside around..
so i scolded him..
den later, we realised its coz my flat tyre !

poor dehan..
its totally not his fault..
but he thinks its him who caused the tyre to go flat..
den he keep apologising and saying..
"sorry kerly, i think i'm damn heavy..
i must go lose some weight before asking you for a lift in the future"
he's damn cute lah..
its really not even his fault lor..
and the whole time he looked damn embarrassed and guilty..
hohohoh.. so funny !!

and after badminton todae..
i saw a crazy car drive into the wrong lane..
he drove into the lane of the opposite direction..

see, the crazy car tried to make a right turn..
althou there was damn a lot of oncoming cars.. including me..
den the oncoming car on my side got pist.. and started honkin at him..
den he got freaked out..
and quickly made a sharp turn into the opposite direction..

so weird.. coz there was a bus and taxi in each lane..
so the crazy driver had to turn into the outer most lane..
like this..
hahaha.. i'm so bo liao..

anywae, happiness is wad i feel..
coz for once, i can make it for my badminton comp !!
you know the last time..
i got selected to represent nus in some badminton game in kl..
but coz of the med end-posting exams..
i had to miss it...

this time we're goin to vietnam..
and yay yay, its during my hols.. so i can go !!
happiness upon happiness :D

<3, KerlyBob! @ 9:59 pm |

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

if you ask me how my dae went..
i'll have problems answering that..
on one hand, i alwae do so many many fun things..
so my dae would be rated 10/10..
yet.. i just feel totally lousy all the time :(
sadness upon sadness..
what happen to happy kerlychan?
i dunno, i dun like this either :(
maybe all these meaningless fun is not workin anymore :(

anywae, i was totally shocked with myself todae..
i went to school on time todae !!
and this is so not expected coz i slept at 3am last night..
and i woke up at 613am to wash my hair before school !!
shockness upon shockness right !?!
and the whole dae in school.. i dint feel tired at all...
not until irritating poon's lecture..

but anywae, todae at dr bernard's clinics..
he allowed yeelin and i to run clinics for him !!
it was so fun :D
first, we had to read the patient's case file..
understand his medical history..
and den try to understand why he's back here, in the hospital..

so for my case..
its actually quite funny but totally sick at the same time..

apparently, this mr mister was playing with a super waterjet with his fren..
and his fren accidentally sprayed the waterjet up his ass !!
yes, his ass !!
and the bad thing was that.. the super waterjet was so strong..
it sliced his buttock flesh !!! very very deeply..
it literally spilt it into 2 parts !!!

i mean, just imagine someone take a chopper.. and use it to slice your buttocks..
so freaking scary right? :(

yupp, so anywae.. all i had to do was..
talk to mr mister bout his pain.. see if his wound is getting better..
ask him bout his wound bleeding problems..
and ask if he's been taking the meds according to the doc's advice..
and den, examine his buttocks !!

oh, and his buttocks were a scary sight..
so many scars from that incident.. plus it was bleeding..
and mr mister's buttocks were so tender and bleedy..
that dr bernard had to seek help from dr thaksin ..
so yucky !!

i dun ever wanna get my buttocks hurt like that :(

oh yar, anywae..
why did i sleep so late last night?
thats coz i went out with my favourite frens from st nicks :)
i met val, toon and laurene..
we at at val's house at first.. but had to fetch laurene from smu..
coz stupid laurene was too lazy to walk over..
and den we went to balcony bar, which was just opposite val's house..

balcony bar's not bad..
but i'm angry with them !!
they had lawyers and banker's mondae..
and mass media tuesdae.. ladies night wed and etc's thurs..
where you get 20% drinks and other good stuffs if you flash your namecard..
but there's no doctor's dae :(
sadness, they're so biased !!

but anywae, if you go to balcony bar..
you shud try their jelly cocktail drink..
yummay to the max :)
everyone loved it !!

and next stop.. mustafa shopping centre !!!
hohohoho..
my favourite shopping centre... opened 24hours !!
yeah yeah..
and best thing.. toon is miss kalan guni..
so we both bought many many stuffs
hohohoho..

anywae, coz we bought black ties yest..
so now, everyone has a black tie..
we're decided that next wed night is..
black tie party !!
yay yay !!

ok, i shall end here..
hahaha..
bye folks..

<3, KerlyBob! @ 8:16 pm |

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

many first times todae :)

i attended my first clinics todae..
(yar ok, i know, i'm really slack k..)
it was with dr eric gan..
pretty fun.. dint learn much thou..
but dr gan was fun and nice to talk to..
and he allowed us to do a lot of examinations..
and we got to talk to alot of patients...

i did my first per rectal examination todae !
it was on a middle age chinese gentlemen..
yes, i rem to put on my glove and alot of lubricating gel..
and yes, i rem to feel for his rectal muscle tone..
and for the median sulcus of the prostate, anteriorly..
and yes, i did rem to take note of the colour and texture of his stools..

but no !!
i forgot to take off my glove without flicking his shit off!!
hahaha..
dehan saw a huge piece of stool flicked off from my glove..
and it landed on the old man's pants..

oops !!
i hope he dint notice it..
heehee :)

but anywae, its not as traumatising as everyone make it out to be..
and the old man's ass wasnt as warm as everyone described it to be..
it was just very smelly :(

my first near death experience with a pillion behind..
actually, i wasnt freaked out at all.. but dehan was damn scared !!
hahaha..
i was changing lane from the outermost lane to the middle lane..
checked blind spot for any cars - no cars..
den as i was moving into the lane.. a taxi suddenly sped past us..
according to dehan, his thigh could have touched the taxi..
if he dint adduct it quick enough..
i dunno man... it dint seem as scary as it sound..
but i'm glad we're both fine :)

so sorry dehan, for scaring the shit outta you !!
hohohoh :D

i received my first summon on mr cream todae..
it happened at the sci stuff carpark...

a summon to invite me to join the singapore vespa club :)
hohohoh..
read:

yay yay !!
that means, my bike is a pretty sight :)
and i just received compliments for having TASTE & CLASS !!!
heehee..

todae, is the first time i felt sad for failing my exam..
you know, usually if i expect myself fail..
i wouldnt be sad or upset at all..
and this time, i did expect to fail..
yet i felt sad..
thats coz i cant help but get reminded of wad happened during that period of time..
and it just makes me so sad to think bout it all over again :(
this sucks :(
sigh..

this is very bad.. but sometimes i think..
maybe i'm not cut out to be a doctor :(

re-posting doesnt suck.. sad memory do :(

<3, KerlyBob! @ 6:24 pm |

Sunday, September 10, 2006

oh, wad a lovely weekend :)
slept alot, ate alot, watched alot of tv..
and more importantly, met up with the people i love :)

anywae, kerm is driving me mad !!!
we finished watchin my lovely samsoon 3weeks ago... but she's still crazy over the characters in the show !!
she's watching the show for the 3rd time already !!
and not only that..
she's watchin the makings of the show on youtube !!!
and she keeps askin me to watch with her..

oh, i'm becoming as crazy as my sister !! see !!!

<3, KerlyBob! @ 10:31 pm |

Saturday, September 09, 2006

wow !!
time passes really fast !!

but anywae, happiness upon happiness for me !!
coz i bought myself a new purse !!

hohohoh.. its so cute :D

and the silly stall does not have any open samples..
so i had to buy it, all wrapped up in this !! and so exciting !!
you know, the whole night, i couldnt wait to get home to open it !!

dun you think my new purse rocks??
i kept tryin to get laurene and val to buy a matching ones.. so that we can have buddy purse..
but they thot i was mad !!

anywae, meetin up with st nicks frens.. very fun !!
i met val, laurene, rongs and lins..
and we ate at taka crystal jade..
yummay yummay..
i love hong dou bing !!!

we had such a great time :D
coz we all bullied laurene.. as usual..
and i told them bout all my fun encounters in AH..
and den we went to kim seng plaza to play pool and bowling :)
oh yar, a cutesie zenia joined us too...

oh, i bumped into my eusoff seniors last night..
and guess wad !!
one of them drives a vintage mini cooper !!!
wah, make me so jealous can??
plus, its her own car.. not parents one leh..
haii, i wanna a mini cooper too !!

<3, KerlyBob! @ 2:06 pm |

Thursday, September 07, 2006

love is such a funny thing.
makes you do a lot of funny things.
esp things that makes you end up hurtin yourself and others.
sigh..

anywae,

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAE TO YOU, KORKOR JYN :D
i love you :)

<3, KerlyBob! @ 11:11 pm |

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

hmm, all thanks for ah nan's and don's advice..
(they said we dun have to boil the river water before drinking it)
now all of us are suffering for LS syndrome..
LS = lao sai..
wah.. i woke up like 3 times in the middle of the night to LS leh..
now, my ass damn painful :(

anywae, we dint go to mount AYAM in the end..
we went to mount SOTONG instead..
hahaha.. no lah, we climbed mount stong !!
which is just next to mount ayam !!
do you know, there's 7 peaks in dabong ?!!?

our trip was lovely !!
many many exciting thing to do at mount stong !!!
ah nan's plannin to go to dabong again..
this time, to conquer all 7 peaks in 7-14dae..
who's interested??

anywae, our trip began at queen street bus interchange..
we took a bus into malaysia, to the JB larkin bus interchange..
and den, from larkin, we took a bus to kelantan to take train !!
and after 3hours of bus ride..

we reached kelantan bus interchange, and den we waited till 11pm..
for our 8hour train ride to this little kampong called dabong !!! can you see my GUN !!!
yes, its damn zai can? can really shoot people one leh :D wengster = MRS RAMLY BURGER SELLER !!

at dabong.. our guide, MR YO, picked us up.. and first thing we did.. was to explore 3 caves at the foot of the mountain.. very fun indeed.. very dark and crampy thou.. and at one point, we had to lie in muddy water to squeeze thru a little hole..

all the stories behind the cave formation.. was linked to KING KONG..
look, many many signs of king kong's existance here.. can you see king kong's head??

after the caves, was a ride to the hill resort found at the foot of the mountain..
and from there, we began our 3hour hike up to our base camp !!! hiking up was quite tiring and super difficult !!!
coz we started our hike before a rain..
so the route up was super slippery and MUDDY !!!
but anywae, we managed to reach the base camp in 2hour !!!
yay yay !!
we have quick feet :D

at base camp, we set up our tent and den went to bath at the mini waterfall..
oh yar, did i tell you..
MOUNT STONG HAS THE TALLEST WATERFALL..
IN THE WHOLE OF SOUTHEAST ASIA?
yeah, cool beans :D
see, here's sel-cha-bor and i using our eye-power to help put up the tent..

<3, KerlyBob! @ 6:19 pm |

yupp, we stayed one night at the basecamp..
ah nan started a mini campfire to celebrate sel's birthdae part II..

and wengster bought fireworks :) after that we played asshole daiti.. and den off to sleep !!
oh yar, coz we woke up too late the next morning.. there wasnt time to hike up to the summit..
so instead, we hiked up to the top of the waterfall and visited some caves.. play slide on the waterfall..
and swing on the tree's roots.. like tarzan !!

and oh sadness, my shoe died on me !!
my soles came out !! you know, at first, i tried to fix my shoes..
but i ended up cuttin my finger..
den donnyboy tried to help me fix my soles..
and he also ended up cuttin his finger..
in the same wae !!

and finally, we headed back to singapore !!
oh, you know, coz we left basecamp at 630pm..
by 730pm, everywhere was so dark..
so scary :(

but anywae, we decided to give ourselves an ice cream treat..
and went to island creamery after crossin the causewae !!

<3, KerlyBob! @ 6:18 pm |