haii, i'm decided that..
i'm NOT goin to change my name..
i think i've more impt things in my life to deal with now..
than change my silly name..

plus.. accordin to my own observation..
and many feedbacks from med frens, family and senior docs..
most successful female doctors, surgeons, in particular..
are old/single/divorced/weird/cranky/moody..
so maybe if i'm sad and single next time..
at least i know, i'll be a successful and wow-wow surgeon !!
hohohoh..
i'm talkin rubbish !

ok, never mind..

anywae, why am i such a sleepy queen?
i sleep all dae and i'm still sleepy and sian..
and i need to start studyin man !!
this is a very urgent problem !!
end of posting exams are in 2 weeks time !!

dehan was supposed to come over to study with me yest..
but i ended up sleeping all afternoon.. and locking him out of my house..
in the end, he had to study in his car..
so poor thing right??
i'm so horrid..

he was supposed to come around 2pm..
after his soccer game.. and after lunch..
i woke up at 11am.. watched boring tv until 1230pm..
decided that i shud sleep..
and i only woke up at 3, and let him in..
so in the end, we only studied together for 2 hours..
before he had to go for riding lesson..

and after he left..
i watched more lonely tv..
before i went to meet the rest for dinner and mahjong..

and talking bout mahjong..
the mahjong queen is mahjong queen no more :(
i lost $20 last night..
coz thruout, i only won once !! once in the entire game leh !!
sadness right?

oh, the power of the blood is not working anymore :(