you know, when i left for vietnam,
i was a really sad girl.

i paid my bunnies a surprise visit on the night before my flight..
to my horror,
i found peter collapsed and lying there, dying :(
his heart was still beating but he had stopped breathing spontaneously.
i had to rush him to the mount pleasant pet emergency center.

the vets tried to resuscitate him for an hour,
they put him on glucose drip and wall oxygen..
they tried to take blood for tests but he was too dehydrated and weak.

but in the end, i had to put him to sleep.
coz he was in so much pain and wasnt goin to survive till morning.

it was a really horrible experience.
i felt so hopeless and alone that night.
i had to make the decision to put him to sleep on my own, alone.
i tried to stay strong.
but when char came later, i couldnt help it but broke down and cry :(

we drove back to char's house to bury peter.
we cried like crazy, till our eyes were sad and sleepy.
i stayed over that night.
and the next morning, we found poko dying too.
we rushed him to the emergency center.
but he still died :(

horrid :(
really dunno wad happened man.
just hope that peko, poko and peter are happier together now !
i miss them so :(