i hate growing up.
why cant we stay young and silly forever,
and have all adults expect nothing from us?

mellow managed to make me smile abit last night,
when she was happily recalling our younger days,
like how we got to know each other,
how we join silly act-cool gangs outside school,
and how we used to go to clubs and bars when we were underaged..
haii.
my secondary school days were indeed the best time of my life.

growing up sucks,
becoz whether you like it or not, we're forced to make decisions all the time.
so sucky.

i hate facing difficult decisions.
you cant just ignore the problem coz it wont go awae,
but if you do handle it wrongly, its even worst.
sucks.

and i think yingen made me realise it yesterdae..
as much as i deny being an escape artist,
i think i do tend to run away from problems by ignoring it.
oh, its so horrible.
haii, sadness is my name.

haii,
i dun believe this but.. i'm facing difficuties in every aspect of my life now !
so disgusting.
someone help me !