seriously, i really need to get my period soon.
everyday, i feel like i'm going to get it, but i dun.
i feel bloated all the time, my face is a pimple plantation.
and all the other pre-menstrual symptoms !
argh.

everyone told me that i'll love O&G,
but the truth is, O&G is freaking me out :(

thats because i havent gotten my period !
secondary amenorrhoea, ovarian problem, etc.
wah, so scary.

and every tutorial is about all the horrid things that can possibly happen to a woman,
like how you can get stupid infections, and cancer in every & any parts of your internal gonads,
or like how you can get a down syndrome kid if you get pregnant too old,
or how a delivery can go awfully wrong,
leaving you with a vegatable for a kid, and a ruptured uterus..
and not to mention all those ugly things that happen to you when you get pregnant,
fugly midline hyperpigmentation, fugly striaes, fugly flabby fats that you cannot lose.
yucks.

O&G is scary as hell man.